mindless mind-forged mannacles
dissipate into the darkness.
who is love and what is God?
"I am."
How did i find myself here?
why did i let myself fall here?
am i really happy?
nobody knows.
man dude.. fuck.
you told me you loved me
i just didn't know you were in love
my head's been so twisted
i can barely trust myself
but i know that i can and deep down
i know that i can be in love
i just don't know what to do
i know what i want
but i'm just really not sure
how i'll be able to come back from fl.
-
if that's what people believe, that's what they believe.
wisdom comes from insight and knowledge based upon experiences
that have given you part of who you are. how dare someone
question a thought with pre-existing negative conotations?
it's a matter of taking things for granted... like, the
first thing i take for granted is other people probably,
sometimes it's hard for me to just be open to people
about the ideas & principles i so live by, in normal
conversations. I didn't go to public school in elementary
school, and i did a lot of traveling in those years.
Middle school and High School i was in organizations
that gave me the outlet to go wherever i chose -
being in that orginization was the choice to go to
any of those places... so, i saw / experienced
different lifestyles *life*. Things are different. Becoming
a part of the whole world and in some aspect
being 'exploited' doesn't sound appealing. unless, it
was for a skate video. But, in all honesty i love women.
I want a girl so bad, everybody deserves to be loved.
the hard thing is, how to open up my heart,
my sweetheart is miles away and i'm dreaming
but i'm not sleeping, time keeps truckin'
and i'm driving a train, we're going to sleep in this
truck in my mind and i got nothin' to eat i got everything i need
there's nothing i want, i'm here to let life live and giving
effort for everyone to be able to sleep, eat, work and
receive more than you're giving. the rules are clear, be simple
with a slow mind opening; by giving you receive what the world
is getting. the night is gone, did someone dim the lights?
is the city sleeping? where are the living?
oh how old it gets,
How old are you?
HOPE. we must be living.
Oh, how long we been here?
go to the beginning
go to the beginning
oh how long we been here?
the world we leven home of the living
oh oh oh ho ho that's all i'm saying
hope is all we need it's hope we're living.
People everywhere oh don't you know now we're living
oh oh oh, ohohohohh
people everywhere
can't yuh see? oh oh do you see?
let's go let's go let's go somewhere
mmhmm hm hmm
-humming-
the world that we live in
how long has it been here?
how long you been liven?
the years are getting long
pretty soon they'll be gone
we're all living on
living on, living on h ah uh ah ahnnnn
while the world keeps spinnin
my head is turning yeah and
i'm dreaming but i'm not sleepin'
and i know that i should be standing
but my angel of death has yet to find me,
and why are people overrated? i'm hated,
people don't understand it people talk around it
think my mind is educated, people say ?
I don't know I don't know I don't know
purple skies in the rain
i'm swimming with fish
nowhere to go and i'm tired
of being lonely, i need something
and i know what it is i can't understand it why am i here?
my hair is gone but it still feels there.
skateboarding is art.
take a part, throw a dart,
everyone farts its on the charts
oh people oh people you are my friends
life is i am, death is i was
a love never to fall apart.
she was a stranger as she looked at me
we were destined to be set free
oh destined to be set free,
our hearts had it all and i know that.
you know it when you look into me
i told her i love her i told her i cared
and time didn't wait and i blew it
I gave her all that i have and i lost her
i wasn't glad when it was over, wishing
she wasn't dim, we knew we could see us
again someday drinking in the park.
please tell me now, i can go home
i think we should go i think we should
go to sleep.
We'll rise in the morning and wake to the day
oh beautiful girl what are you doing today?
I have been sleeping and I'm still hanging on and on
be still, child. You will find it all around, it's everywhere
it's everywhere you are, close eyes let's dream for awhile
-
isn't that the truth?
it's like sitting in a telephone booth
without any money or anyone to call.
step outside of the inside and find
the inside of the out, where the apple
fell and all the ants rejoiced
but the bird did not sing and the bees
were no longer making honey nor
did the flowers pollenate.
A decadent land where grass grew tall,
trees fall on top of old graves
while not a lumberjack was happy.
isn't that the truth?
sunlight shining down through rays
of violet, casting deep green shadows
in the mist where we shared a kiss,
a flash of bliss, way out in the distance
a sparrow sings his song only to hear
a deaf lioness howling, any other response
than possibility would have done for simplicity
like the times of log cabin houses deep
within the wood. Lost within the mountain,
a jungle of emotions tangling thought like
a spider to a dragonfly. Butterfly's escape.
-
there you were
all alone
with nobody by your side
i offered my opinion of your life
to no success was my voice
-
How long must I wait?
How long must we wait?
I have a lotta patience
but ain't got reassurance
How long must i wait
to have you by my side?
We could rule the world
together, just you & me
i gotta lot to offer
can't ya see
i got this song, a melody
and about 14.63
money don't own me babe
that little thing can come & go
like a cardinal to my bird seed
and Ya wouldn't even know
i've been walkin' and
i've been thinkin'
bout this little thing
i'd like to call you and me
I've been talkin and
I've been drinkin
over this little ole thing
called you and me
well wouldn't ya know it
I ain't got it to show,
ya see, talk & money
just ain't my cup'a tea
i got too many places to go
to think over coffee bout
that thing called you & me
-
(this is a love song.)
Babe, it's Thursday. Last time
I seen ya was three days ago
and ya know I'm feelin' blue
we ain't gotta complicate but I
don't wanna wait to see you, again
Again and again. But that's just
how I feel. Deep down I know I'd
probably end up leavin ya for good.
This town ain't big enough for me.
Unless i got my lil ole lady right there by my side.
we could go far out by the countryside,
you can pick where. I told ya
I don't care so much as long as you're there
with me just a truckin' along.
Where you wanna go babe?
Italy? Spain? England? I'll take you there.
what's that ya say, New Zealand?
why, I hear they got nice air
Ya know somethin' honey? I gotta lot
on my mind not to think of somethin' funny,
when we met it was as if starring into
your eyes was like seein' everythin'.
It was all in that glimpse of two or three
seconds that I knew one day we'd be together
singin' n carry'n on about love and life...
hell, I thought if I played my cards right
you'd cook me a homestyle dinna every night
and i'd carry ya to bed like a newly wed.
I tell ya it wouldn't matter
how long we been here, there or
together that I'd still feel the same
way bout you then as i do now
I'll treat ya kind, love you tender
and raise a coupla young men
with ya one day. Far by the sea
where the wildlife lives abundantly
no other woman ever made me feel
the way I do talkin' to you. Baby,
bein' by yourside makes me warmer
than fresh apple pie on a winter's day.
Blueberry cobbler's purty good too
if ya ever wanna make it for me.
It's hard to imagine my life without
a wonderful girl like you to love
day-in and day-out, frankly I don't like to.
But babe if ya ain't comin' with me
by Saturday you Know i'll be on the next train
to skiptown...
woo-hoo! hea she comes!
Oh, baby I love you, too!
We better be goin though,
we gotta lot to do
if we ever gonna make it in this world!
C'mon now let's ride!
i sure will by happy
when I got my lil old lady
sittin' pretty right by my side.
-
time is infinite
[i figured out how to write the word time into the infinity simble]
-
i'm talkin' 'bout your brother & sister
i'm talkin bout your ma and pa
I'm talkin bout the ones you love
exchanging people for the things you "love"
thoughts like memories you can't erase
things that make you what you are
Im talkin bout what makes you
stay up late. Maybe bout how you
think all night. Babe I tell you
sleep is best. forget the rest
and you will do just fine
Ya leave the nest to do the rest
not really knowin what comes next
all you know is love is in your chest
You needed love to keep you happy,
warm and cozy like a cup of tea
please keep me warm i'm goin' crazy
i might just need a re-adjustment
maybe even a new fuckin' stove
If you keep me hot i'll give ya all ya need
no greed or hunger where I come from
all you feel is the love that's real and-
on a line the fish is squirmin, like a dove
in an apple - the worm is waitin, baitin, not hatin'
what it sees - life
-
goin' to live in the mountains
where man can be the nature he claims
with senses.
gonna marry my honey in the plains
beside the hills full and grand
of joys
out west where untouched marvels
gaze at you in the face, asking you
to listen
our souls connected through the whispering
music of traveling trees swayin' back
and forth
the universe sings its beloved planet Earth
into existence, calling out my name
to come.
-
love fills the air like a steamboat
trapped in a garage - runnin' at full speed
you'll see that it's really hot and sticky
get it thru your head
that pain is like a vast, dark pit
and only makes ya feel like shit
who said your thoughts needed rhythm?
the only thing that needs a beat
is you and me in the back seat
oh wouldn't that be a treat?
but I'm too far away to pick you up,
my life's door has been half shut.
Let's just call it a lesson learned
and move on.
the desecration of a pear tree
the falling of a tear in love,
steaming into the air it's so hot.
don't know if i should love it or hate it,
guess i'll just tell it fairtheewell
and throw up my sail for
my love is drawn by the wind
